i do it to myself.

My last blog post got me in a little trouble and it was a bit of a mistake. I dont mean to be so bitter but what can you do when someone crushes you. I'm trying to move my blogs to more of a reflective state rather then passages of cynic beliefs. I've always been one to try and drum a point home to near ex-cession because im scared no one will understand. Ill try and sort that out for next time.

Went home for easter, was good actually. I'm filling that void in my life with meaning full relationships with my friends and its sort of working. That and the music thing. I have songs ive wirtten on the interweb, have a look. www.myspace.com/deadkidzwalking

I miss them though now i was only back for 2 weeks after a 2 month stint at uni. I thought i preferred wycombe to home but it turns out i need a happy medium between the both that cuts the crap from both destinations. any offers?

With summer approaching i feel alot more optimistic with traveling to look forward to and an extensive gigging schedule on the music and career front things arent looking to bad. The trouble is i just cant see it can act as a full substitute, im still looking forward to moving on. or back whatevers best.