Its been a while. yet no significant change to my bleak outlook on life. It's getting a little tiresome now and even being a actual living person feels like a bit of a waste. I seem to be more fulfilled with my life through illusive dream's and striving for anything seems pointless. I find it disconcerting that one human being can destroy another's whole outlook on life, voiding all of there morals and beliefs and send them on a path of self distraction. From my perspective this theory may be slightly dramatic or over exaggerated but when in this mindset with a true sense of discontent i can hardly feel any other way. I'm trying to carve out a whole different set of views on the human kind because of the lessons learnt in this experience but it sort of goes against everything i was ever nurtured towards as a child. You know, the value of the simpler things in life, beauty is love love is beauty, but how can that be true in a land of such corruptive thinking, hypocrisy and stupid people. Now i always thought finding a person to which will make you feel at one with yourself will be your own personal saviour and i never planned to have to conform to the rules of contemporary society when i had this. Oh no stupid me i was with one, one of those people, liars and cheats one of those people thats just going to be another cog in the corporate wheel of society. It's such a blow when you find out someone you thought could be different, someone you thought had beaten the ways of convention all for you, leaves to became just another corporate slut.
I'l never be the winner and i was tricked into thinking i could be. Thanks.
Theres to many I's in this post already so im going.
Tata
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